THIS IS A FUCKING PIECE OF ENTRY!
ALL WITH THE WORD 'FUCK,IF YOU DONT ENJOY READING VULGARITIES,PLEASE SKIP!
BTW I AM TYPING ALL IN CAPS BECOZ I AM SO FUCKING IRRITATED!
IF YOU ARE SCORNING AT ME,GO AHEAD!
I MAKE SURE THAT YOU WILL SUFFER TWICE UNDER MY CURSING!
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REACHED HOME,ON THE FUCKING RADIO.
FIRST SONG IS THAT FUCKING " TRUE" NOW IS THAT "SHE WILL BE LOVED" AND LATER GOT THAT DAMN JASON MRAZ!
ALL REMIND ME THE SOURCE OF MY IRRITANT!

OH MY'!WHAT HAVE YOU DO?
OH FORGET IT!

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EVER WONDER HOW GOOD THINGS SELDOM COME IN PAIR?
WHAT ABOUT THAT CHINESE IDIOM "HAO SHI CHECNG SHUANG?"
MY FOOT!
NOW COME TO THINK OF IT,HARDLY MY GOOD THINGS COME IN PAIR.

NOT A GOOD DAY!
NOT A GOOD JOB!
NOT A GOOD MONEY!
NOT ANYTHING I CAN THINK OF NOW!

OPPORTUNITY COSTES?
OH MAN,WHAT IS THAT ALL ABOUT?

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TO ALL THE DAMN GUYS,EVEN IF YOU ARE HUGH GRANT,RICHARD GERE OR WHOEVER.

DONT EVER AND EVEN THINK YOU ARE SMART AND NICE BY ONLY CONFIRMING A DATE ON THE DAY ITSELF.
HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT WE FUCKING HATE THAT!
WHAT DOES THAT EQUAT TO?
THAT WE ARE ONLY AT THE DECIDEDING POINT OF PRIORTY?
THAT IF NOTHING ELSE COMES,THEN A DATE IS ON?
OR TRY DOING SIMILAR THINGS LIKE THAT!
SAY CONFIRMING THE DATE,TIME,VENUE ONLY ON THE DATE ITSELF!

WHAT IS ALL THAT FUCKING NONSENSE!
HUH?
HUH?
HUH!

YOU THINK BY PUTTING US ON THAT HIGH STRING OF ANTICIPATION IS FUN?
BY THE DAY ITSELF,ALL MOOD IS LOST AND THEN WE ARE LABELLED AS ATTITUDE ANIMALS!

OH WELL..BY TURNING DOWN A DATE IS EVEN WORST!

LEMME GIVE YOU GUYS A PIECE OF MIND!

IF YOU ARE NOT GONNA/MAY NOT GONNA/DONT WANNA MAKE IT,THEN PLS..FUCKING MAKE UP YOUR MIND AND TURN US DOWN APOLOGECTICALLY.
IT DOES INCUR WRATH BUT SURE BEATS TURNING DOWN ON THAT ACTUAL DAY.

AND PLS..IF YOU CANT FUCKING MAKE UP YOUR DAMN MIND ON THE TIME,I THINK THAT IS FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!
MIGHT AS WELL JUST CALL OFF THE DATE AND WE MAY BE ABLE TO PLAN SOMETHING BETTER ON OUR OWN.
EVEN IF IT MEANS STAYING HOME AND PRACTICING CINDERALLA.

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PERSONAL:

MAN...LEMME KNOW BY TODAY.
BEFORE YOUR MSG CAME I ALREADY KNOW IT IS GONNA BE A 'NO'

TRUST ME TO EVEN THINK WANNA TURN DOWN MY COLLEAGUE'S INVITATION WITH A THICK FACE JUST FOR A GOOD DAY WITH YOU?

AND MY GOD...IT WAS BECOZ OF AUNTIES' REQUEST THAT IS ONLY CONFIRM TODAY!

I CANT HELP TO THINK THAT,DAMN!I COME AFTER THEM!

SOCCER,ARMY,MOTHER AND NOW AUNTIES!

I FEEL LIKE GRABBING A BAZOOKA AND SHOOT,NOT THEM,YOU!!
RUN FOR YOUR LIFE,BUSTER!

WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT OF HAVING A HOLIDAY WHEN IT MEANS WE ARE SPENDING IT OUR OWN?

RATHER GO BACK TO THE OFFICE AND STONE THERE UNDER THE PRESSURE OF BERT'S EYES!

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HOW MY 2ND OF MAY STARTED!

YES..MY EYES ARE STILL KINDA SWELLING,OH SO FUCKING WHAT?
I AM STILL GONNA GO OUT.

FUCKING PHONE KEEPS RINGING PULLIGN ME OUTTA LALA LAND!

I ALREADY KLNEW IT MUST BE MY PARENTS THAT NEED ME TO BRING THIER SUPPLIES TO WORK.
SOMEHOW THEY ALWAYS MANAGE TO LEAVE OUT ONE ITEM OR SO AND THIS IS REALLY FUCKING IRRITATING!

OK..SO THE BAD NEWS CAME,SO WHAT!

TOOK A BATH,ANOTHER CALL.

OK OK,IM HURRYING..GIMME THE LUXURY TO FINISH MY FUCKING WASHING,OK?

(OH DAMN JASON MRAZ "YOU AND I BOTH" CAME ON AIR!SHUT UP!!!)
(I AM SO GONNA TEAR YOUR FUCKING HAIR OFF!)

SMELLS OK,STEP OUT ONLY IN REWARD OF A SWEATING BODY BACK HOME.

FEEL LIKE PUNCHING THE CRAPS OUTTA ME COZ I WAS SO FUCKING RUDE TO MY PARENTS!

I CAME TO THE COFFEE SHOP WITH 2 PIECES OF FUCKING CHAR SIEW,IN A DARK FACE.

I IGNORED THEM COZ I AM FEELING SO FUCKING IRRITATED AND THEN FEEL LIKE SCREWING MYSELF UP FOR IGNORING THEM.
THIS PAIN IS PIERCING MY GUILT!

HOT SUN,SLOW MOVING VEHICLES THAT MAKE ME STAND LONGER IN THE SUN(FUCK YOU ALL!),PURPOSELY TOOK THE BACK ROUTE COZ I DUN WANNA WALK PAST MY MUM'S PREVIOUS WORKING COFFEESHOP WHERE EVERYONE GREETED ME LIKE IM SOME CELEBRITY!THIS IS SO GETTING ON MY NERVE,ESP TODAY!
IM NOT HERE TO ENTERTAIN YOU UNCLES BY THROWING A SIGNAL OF HAND AND OFFER YOU MY SMILE!
WHO KNOWS IM STILL BEING CALLED WHEN I TOOK THE BACK LANE.
I DUNNO WHO BUT I KNOW HE IS CALLING ME,BUT I FUCKING IGNORED IT AND CONT'D WALKING...PRETENDING IT WASNT ME AND I DUNNO WHO HE IS CALLING.
HE JUST GO "OI..OI..."
THINK IT'S THAT MUTE.

BUT I AM SO FUCKING ANNOYED BY EVERYTHING TODAY THAT I DONT BOTHER TO ANSWER HIM!

ENTERED THE LIFT,AHD TO SPENT A FEW MORE SECONDS WAITING FOR THIS MOTHER AND DAUGHTER.
WAS CUSSING UNDER MY BREATHE WHEN THAT DAUGHTER IS JUST HAPPILY READING HER MAGAZINE,WHILE THE MOTHER IS CARRYING PLASTIC BAGS ON BOTH HAND.(THOUGH IT DOESNT SEEM HEAVY.)
BUT THAT STUPID GAL COULD HAVE PRESS THE BUTTON 11 HERSELF INSTEAD OF HER MOTHER TELLING ME TO DO SO!
I USUALLY DONT MIND BUT NOT TODAY!
EVERY FUCKING SMALL REQUEST THAT REQUIRE ME TO LIFT ONE FINGER IS A FUCKER.
IN THAT CASE,IT IS NOT THAT MOTHER BUT THAT DAUGHTER.
IN MY CASE,IT IS NOT MY PARENTS BUT MY FUCKING DAMN ATTITUDE!

KETTLE CALLING POT BLACK!
OR IM WORSE!

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OH FUCK MAN!

YES,I AM GG TO THE PARTY.
TO ENJOY MYSELF,AS YOU REQUESTED~
PARTY DOES NOT EQUAL TO ENJOYMENT,NOT WHEN YOU ARE NOT 5-12.
GG TO A PARTY MEANS FINDING AT LEAST A PARTNER,BUT NOT THE MAIN PERSON, TO ENTERTAIN YOURSELF IN BOREDOM.
IF YOU THINK WHY DONT GO ARD MAKING SMALL TALKS,SIAO!
BY TALKING TO A STRANGER AND FAKING SOME SMILES,TALKING ABOUT THINGS THAT YOU BOTH ACTUALLY DONT KNOW AND FEEL REALLY DUMB IS SO IRONIC TOGETHER.
IF IT'S A SMALL GRP,THROW IN A FEW NEW PPLE..IT IS OK..LA.


DONT BOTHER TO MSG ME COZ IT REMINDS ME OF HOW FUCKISH MY DAY BEGINS.YOU DONT EVEN NEED TO APOLOGISE COZ YOU DIDNT PROMISE ME ANYTHING IN THE FIRST PLACE RIGHT?

AND YOUR MISTAKE IS YOU DIDNT PROMISE ME ANYTHING YET.
YOU COULD EITHER PROMISE A YES OR A NO RIGHT FROM YESTERDAY!

EVEN YOUR AUNTIES DIDNT ASK YOU OUT TODAY,YOU COULD HAVE JUST PROMISE A NO TO ME!
THEN MAYBE A YES TODAY.
AT LEAST THE EFFECT IS NOT AS BAD.

OH FUCK MAN!
THE SUN DIDNT CHEER ME UP.
GONNA WRITE AN APOLOGY NOTE TO MY PARENTS BEFORE STEPPING OUT.
GONNA SEE BERT LATER,AND DAMN HIM FOR COMING.
DONT EVEN FEEL LIKE STAYING FOR LONG.
BUT WHATS THE POINT OF LEAVING EARLY.

FUCK..FUCK..FUCK..FUCK!

argh!